My boyfriend is my best friend.
We do absolutely everything together and are on a comfort level I cannot even
describe in words. So when I decided to take a class that required me to dedicate
five hours straight of my attention to something that isn’t him, the jealousy kicked
in instantaneously. The TV binge was definitely the hardest of the three binges
for my boyfriend to get through. We are both so used to watching TV together
and binging on new shows together, that me binging on something solo was rough
for him. The biggest struggle for the both of us was to adjust to me dedicating
my time to a show he wasn’t watching and could not relate. Another bump in
our relationship binging and this class has sort of caused is a bit of tension
between the two of us. Even though my boyfriend is very understanding, these
past three weeks we definitely have been butting heads more then usual. First of
all are schedules are now completely opposite: when I’m in class or binging he
has nothing to do, when I have a break he is at work. By the end of the day I’m super exhausted from binging to do anything, which he find annoying because he can’t possibly understand the physical and mental side effects of this unique class. His biggest pet peeve about this
class is when I constantly insist on sleeping on the inside so that I can keep my
phone plugged in for the sleep app to work. Over these past three weeks my
boyfriend and I have not been on the same page, it is as if I have been in a
relationship with this class and my binges. I am interested to see if things
will go back to normal once this class is over and my social life resumes. I
know deep down inside my boyfriend is praying I get an A, and counting down the
days till this class is over and he goes back to being the occasional center of
attention!
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